Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Negativity. I loathe how negative I am by nature. I see people who are happy, just because they ARE, and it not only pisses me off, but makes me wonder why the hell I can't be more like that. I instantly see the negative in things - the, 'What if's', the, 'Why can't I's...'. It drives me insane. I've sworn to change the way I think and how I react a thousand times over and it never seems to stick. I'm a product of my upbringing and the negativity that swirled in my house and I'm tired of it. They swear you can change the way you think and how you see things - maybe it's time I really tried. Besides, how can anyone be negative all the time when they're surrounded by this?